Singing Into The PastPerforming the BGMC Holiday ConcertTwo months after losing mom. Singing a piece, "Midnight" Composed in the dark midnight Early days of Covid lockdown. Reuben said, "Tonight, sing for yourselves." When we got to the last part, I sang for mom. As her dementia progressed, She felt progressively more anxious Sleeping during the day Probably because it felt safe. Through the night we heard, "Please please please!", But neither we nor she knew What that was about. Singing, we come to the end, A crescendo of Give to us, Give to us, Give to us, Peace. I sing it back through time To her. Dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis. Dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis. Dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis. Dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis, dona nobis! Pacem! Pacem. Remembering you mom. Trying to send back to your time of struggle. Pacem. Peace. |
23 December 2022 | |
by Bill Cattey |